I'm having a type of "spoiled culture" guilt today. As much as I hate it, I think it needs to happen more often. It may be the stereo-typical weather and holiday season that started its onset - but either way, its there. It's the kind of guilt that nags on me. That goes against everything I have been socially taught and is more difficult for me to fight than guilt caused by more traditional wrong-doings. The idea that I own too many shoes and still, even when "broke", I can manager to purchase a new one. Socially, things that are worn are considered unacceptable and display an obvious lack of self-care or negligence for personal appearance. Leaving out the very large recycling of goods perspective, on pure analysis of societal pressure and acceptance, the entire concept is frustrating. and the fact that I don't know how to fix it and fall guilty to it myself is frustrating as well. More later

Another frustration is that I have a paper due tonight. And I haven't started. A powerpoint. And I haven't started.

But my girlfriend is coming home today!!